I swear I just don't understand girls anymore, im begining to hate them, I am begining to hate my friends, i mean of course not all of them but just the girls I swear they just have too many dam issues, at work now its Ale, she sits right by me. When Jessie left it all changed becasue see she was the the real crazy one, she made us laugh all day..and my friend she’s not very social with anyone she’s really quite. So when my other friend left she changed and now she hardly talks to me, she keeps saying “im going into my box again” meaning she’s going to keep to herself, well I don’t know its been very uncomfortable, I know she’s going through something, she doesn’t love her husband anymore she’s unhappy in her marriage, blah blah, she’s just depressed all the time and I know that, but its like she wont let anyone in, its like when I come to work I don’t know what kind of mood she’s going to be in, if she’s going to be pissed again, if she’s sad, its like she’ll only talk to me when she feels like, so she hasn’t talked to me in about a week or so but yet she’ll talk to Caludia in Spanish so I wont understand? I sit right by her and I feel so uncomfortable, I don’t know, it bothers me because im the one that’s always kissing my friends asses, when its them, I tired of being the nice guy, and on my way home yesterday I was thinking about it, and I was like I don’t even really know why were friends, we don’t hang out on the weekends, she don’t call me, we don’t have the same things in common, were actually total opposites, im just not going to be the nice guy anymore, I don’t know why she’s not talking to me, but im to the point to where im like “if I have to give more effort in my friendships, than they do, its not worth it” if it's not one friend it's another, I dont know maybe it's me? am I the bad friend, im always letting my friends run all over me, and take advantage of me, and im just not going to do that anymore!