What has become of me? what have i turned into? ive become this person i feel i dpot even recognize anymore! someone with no remorse or feelings, almost as if im numb! for the first time yesterda\y i felt something i felt guilty! i felt sorrow and now its gone! with no care in the world accept hatred! hattred for myself! i have so many secrets noone knows the real me! he doesnt know the real me! they dont know the real me! i dont know who i am anymore, the more mistakes i make the more i feel as if im dying insdie, but yet it feels as if its a different me! a person driwen by sex and evil! ever since the begining of the year when i got really sick ive become this person i dont recognize, its almost as if i have 2 different personailites one the real me crazy cool Chrissy, the other this cruel non feeling gulit free crazy for sex and love chrissy