Hello once again its been a while since ive written anything, just so much going on we moved a couple of weeks ago and I LOVE MY NEW HOME! its beautiful and big and well not haunted thank God! i dont i feel so much better here i feel like i can finally breathe i finally got away from all the negativity, all the bad feelings i used to have about myself. I dont have to be remembered everyday i walk in that house of a time that was bad for me. So things are good other than that work is cool besides today they made me go home because my outfit wasnt appropriate! whatever i am and will not change my style for noone even if it costs me my job i swear they can stick it where the sun dont shine! i know im different and i dont want to be like noone else im who i am!
Well lets see what have i done in these past weeks??? oh we went to San Fransisco last weekend it was cool it was Lyndalls birthday so me, Mark, Lyndall and George all went we shopped ate at Asia SF it was so cool its a gender Illusionist show thatwhat they call em but i call it drag queens thay were really pretty though i swear i was like dm they look better than i do beautiful bodies thin pretty faces. i felt shameful to even be a girl i swear im not happy with myself right now i am fat and ugly! i eat too much an di swore that i would never get like this after i got married and look what happened im fat! but im going on herbal ligfe soon my aunt is selling and her and Leslie lost alot of weight so i figure if they can do i can do it too. Anyways we havent much been hanging out with Sabrina and Joaquin i miss them i do but ever since the "incident" we dont talk much or go out lik ewe used too before all that happened.but hey what can i do if Marco feels uncomfortable around them i respect him. So not much going on just the move, and work thats it. MArco got an new job workung with Joaquin he seems to like it but im getting worried he has been asking people and everyone says no, i allready feel like im bugging my friends and he's supposed to get leads pretty soon but im getting scared like this isnt going to be the job for him, i have faith in him that he's good and all but i dont know. I just hope all well. We do have bills and mortgages to pay so i guess we'lll see what happens soon enough ....and hopefully things will be alot better in my new house.