So I didnt get to sleep that great last night, and when I finally did I had this nghtmare about these vampires trying to get me. I actually havent slept good in a couple of days sometimes ill be ok and sometimes ill toss and turn all night I actually slept all the way through the other day, woke up at 5 in the morning thats very rare of me. I guess im paranoid i dont know why I do these things to myslef but ill watch like scary movies and laugh at Mark for being a wuss and than ill be all paranoid he gets mad at me im like a moth to a bug light you know its bad but you do it anyways. Well Mark was gone last night so I worked on my scrap book when hes gone is the only time I can do things even though I hate being by myself I wish I could be a little more indepandent im such a scardy cat! Well not much going on were taking off next week for our Anniversary I cant wait we dont have any plans just yet were thinking on going to San Diego, maybe LA., TJ. go by my cabinet for sure this time, I keep thinking we barely got married last year time goes by so fast we were actually 6 years on May 21 it doesnt feel that long, feels like yesturday we used to park behind the school and make out haha fun times! I love him just as much I did in the begining if not more, I guess there is someone out there for everyone, I never thought id find that person but love comes in strange ways, who wouldve thought wed be married crazy huh? Oh yeah I forgot to mention I got another letter from my stalker, hes this guy whos been writing me ever since we moved into our house 2 years ago I have no idea who he is he used to be in this gang my ex used to be in but I dont remember him, hes now in some mental institution because he got in some train accident or something, he obviously knows who I am he used to write me all the time talking to me like we were together in his crazy mind. Mark had to call the place and talk to them and hes not supposed to write me and he didnt for a long time until I got another letter from him yesturday I cant even understand it some bull shit about him wanting to be with me after he gets out I dont know, yeh I get scared cuz he knows were I live and all but hes supposingly not getting out for a long time, thats what they said, so if one day they find me dead his name is Elias, no im being dumb! anyways time for lunch peace out!....