gosh dam i wear im so frustarted at work all week my stupid computer has been messing up i can catch up because of it and all my shit was lost its so irritating its been one of those weeks i guess so everythings been ok i guess besides the stress at work Marks lookin alot better actually normal he'll be going back to work next week thank god! Christmas is coming up my tags are due shit were gonna be screwed for a while i dont know sometimes life is, sometimes life is easy but fuck for me i swear im mustve been born under a fucken fucked up ass star i never have good luck! what is up with that? when things seem to be going good theres always something that has to fuck it all up does this happen to everyone or is it just me? i dont get it. Well anyways i had this wierd dream yesturday, it was about augies wife that passed away, i dreamt that i was with her Mark and Augie were there we were taking nd she was telling me about how she was unhappy and she wanted to die and how she was happier now, and if she wouldnt have died in that car accident that she was going to commit suicide. It was kinds scary as if she was really talking to me and whats wierd is I never even met this girl she was never around or anything i never even seen her but I remember what she looked like and everything. Weird well I forgot to tell my bro-in law HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLD MAN I HOPE YOUR HAVING A BETTER DAY THAN I AM! anyways I better get back to work before mrs Ratchet comes so until than ..........