Last night our insurance agent came over, we had to update our information and put more money into our life insurance because you never know what’s going to happen to eighther one of us in the future, so it got me thinking about getting older someday starting a family of our own, and I never ever thought id say this but I think I actually might be ready to settle down well not just yet but soon, I know it sounds crazy coming from me, I thought id never be ready but I could actually see it now, its crazy! And now Marks like “I don’t want one yet”. It’s weird. Well this morning I woke up with a wrinkle around my eye talking about retirement and shit all last night oh my god! I’m getting old, I swear my fucken back is starting to hurt, my neck everything im getting tired early what is wrong with me? I know I still have a few more partying years left in me, I think its Stockton making me this way lazy! So anyways Halloween sucked we had to go to Manuel’s party it was all right I talk to everyone and get a long with them and all but his young cousins we just don’t click there into different things than we are me and mark are about partying all night with dance music there into fubu music and that’s not out scene really so we just don’t click u-know I think they don’t like me if you ask me, but I don’t really care. I wanted to go to san Fran and mark was like ok but we never ended up going so I was like please take me home and that was our night, sucky huh! Well we haven’t been doing much lately we want to buy another house actually soon since the market is down I don’t want to wait too long, we’ve been looking a little bit just to see, I guess well see how it goes.-