another friday seems like im saying the same thing all the time but its friday thank god i got through this horrible week, first i get in trouble for having too many leave without pays, i dont know what im going to do about my trip hopefully i'll have enough hours by than, because poor Beto allready paid, oh well im just going to have to be here from now on, no more missing days, or else im fucked! and than i dont even want to think about the plane trip over there, its going to be so fricken long oh well i have my sleeping pills I can just sleep all the way there i hope. oh yeh and than i get hit by a car, ok so i lied i actually hit a car i ran into it i felt stupid telling everyone that i hit a car so i lied and i know Mark would kill me but im fien my cars a little dinged but allright. well i dont know what were doing this weekend probably go to the movies tonight me, mark, George and bianca weve been hanging out together lately, i wonder what Cam would say if she new the thhings we do? hmmm i dont care. They actually had a barbque at my aunt house last sunday we were going to go but i felt wierd cuz what if they were going to be there im not ready to deal with them, not trying to be mean but im not going to give in until she does. she needs to learn to be nice, and appreciative of the people who care about her. oh well right. ok time to work i gotta go through all my files today...