WERE DO I START I FEEL LIKE SHIT I FEEL LIKE IM DROWNING IN THIS WORLD! NOTHING SEEMS TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER WETHER ITS WEED OR LIQOUR,OR LOVE, I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO IM DROWNING AT WORK I KNOW THEY THINK THAT I CANT DO MY JOB WELL IM PROBABLEY ON THE VERGE OF GETTING FIRED I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO IM SO CONFUSED AGAIN I FEEL I NEED GOD IN MY LIFE AND FOR SOME REASON I KEEP PUSHING HIM AWAY WHATS WRONG WITH ME? ALL THESE DEMONS ARE TRYING TO GET ME AND I KNOW IT! I FEEL THEM ALL AROUND ME ALL THIS FUCKING ANXIETY I CANT EVEN WORK OR THINK STRAIGHT AND MY POOR HUSBAND THE HELL I MUST PUTTING HIM THROUGH HE WANTED TO CRY YESTURDAY I KNOW IM PUTTING HIM THROUGH SOME SHIT AND I DONT MEAN TOO... GOD JUST TELL ME WHAT TO DO????????