So it sucks to be back at work when youve been so far away, we finally went to LA. we had fun we went because Beto had a house warming party, and of course to pick up my furniture, it was cool even though we had a bad start the train was delayed an hour so we didnt end up leaving until about 4:00 and it took so fucken long for us to get there weve tooken the train before and it took about 7 hours but shit it was one delay after another, it took forever we didnt end up getting there until about 11:30. We wanted to go see Freddy vs. Kruger that's what Marco kept calling it, they had a showing at 12:15 but we missed it so we just went home and watched tv. Saturday was cool we got to meet Kevins family his mom and sister they were really nice I liked them alot. His mom was funny talking about her trip to Costa Rica all night. And we met all his co workers and friends they were nice I got along really good with them. We just drank and talked Vero was there and Manina Vero brought her baby she was cute Marco was holding her I think he was getting the father calling im glad he's good with baby's my ass was too scared to even hold her. I know he'll be a good father one day, far far away! So we mingled blah blah than after everybody left we tried to go see Freddy vs Jason again but again it as sold out our luck we didnt really go clubbing though I wanted to, but we were all tired so we watched movies and ate oh my God I must have gained back all my weight I had been suffering for 3 weeks to gewt rid of, I shouldve know going to Beto's I was gonna eat alot he always feeds us. Sunday me and Mark just went to the beach kicked it the guys had to go to some birthday party so we went and did our own thing. And than finally we got to see Freddy vs jason it was good me a horror fanatic I thought it was gonna be corny but I liked it they mixed the two in very well 2 thumbs up! well that was our weekend we left monday morning, over all it was cool just being away from Stockton im so sick of Stockton! I swear one of these days I wanna move outta here its so fucken boring and there aint shit ever happening. Well I know this is strange but me and Mark had this incredible experience unlike never before, weve made love of course not just sex or a fuck but this was unlike anything weve ever experienced like true true love making i know sounds funny and all but it was so emotional like we wanted to cry, it was different ive never felt that way before and him eighther. Like a new sorda feeling, its scary to think that one day one of us wont be around any more, I dont think I could ever live without him. I dont ever wanna feel like that ALONE! again. So we made a pact to go together we asked God to take us both at the sametime yeh were wierd but the thought is too scary. I love him too much and can't imagine life w/ out him. weve been together 6 years now and it still feels like new, when your in love nothing else matters. I hope everyone can feel the way I do someday.......