so things have been ok today i went to the movies watched fever pitch wasnt as funny as i thought it would be but it was cool if i could be anybody in hollywood i would be Drew berrymore, anyways havent been doing much lately we partied a little bit with Joaquin & Sabrina we were tired so we ended up going home. Well ive been feeling ok sometimes i dont feel myself thats what i hate about the pills i take i feel like im dreaming all day. well today i officially own 3 homes i guess thats not too bad for a 27 year old i feel pretty good, but scared what if i cant take care of my parents or the house i dont want to let me grandparents and everyone down i have so much on my shoulder now im scaered of what my future is going to bring me,scared i wont be able to handle things and go back to how i was feeling. i just want things to go good for once things have been so hectic in my life, i went to a interview last friday it went well ok i guess if you call sounding like a dumb blonde is good they totally asked me quetions i didnt know about math i suck at math! i was like duhhh!!! but other than that hey i looked cute hahaha well we'll just see what happens im ready for something new in my life. So somebody actually reads this shit can you believe it, his name is Ron hi Ron! wants to know about my night terrors i think, hey ive seen that movie with Dee Sniders thats some scary shit but im willingh to meet new people and talk. Well night terrors on another note are like a out of body experience, i think thats were people think there being abducted by aliens you become paralyzed and your imagination starts to run wild your brain thinks the worst for instance i can remember 3 different times, 1 i thought i was being abducted by aliens, 2 i thought my house was possessed and 3 i can remember really having an OBE seeing myself out of my body going somewhere else seeing another persons life going on i know sounds crazy but night terrors are awful scary and unexplainable sometimes. well i guess thats it for now i hope this is some info for you Ron.....oh yeh congrats to me again.....