Good Morning America!!! as fucked as I felt this morning struggeling to get my fat ass out of bed I actually feel pretty fucking good! You know one thing that totally sucks in the morning is when you go to get your Mcie D's sausage egg Mcmuffin and your hella hungary, you wait till you get to work your stomach growling for the taste of that juicy, tastey scrumtious breakfast, and than you open up the bag and bam! they give you a fucken egg biscuit! that sucks! Well that didn't actually happen to me it happened to my friend here at work, shit I wish I had breakfast I am hella hungary we are so dam poor we ain't got no food Ok im lying were not actually poor, I just dont know how to cook and we really dont have any food.... Anyways so Happy Madonna Day! to all the fans her new Cd comes out today it should be interesting so heres my favorite picture tribute to her ...

cool huh? I learned to put in images Madonna rocks! if I can have one lesbian experience it would have to be with her haha.
So, I had a pretty cool weekend I suppose my bro-in-law didnt end up taking his man, dam! I was so hoping for something interesting to happen, I could just see him taking him to moms for Easter can you? haha but it was allright we went to Caras on Saturday, hadn't been there in a while theres alot of lesbians I only got hit on once im not like a lesbian or anything but it's cool to get hit on by them, I see it as if a girl thinks im cute than maybe?? hmm but we had fun me and the cuzins, too bad we didn't have any d???? that wouldve been cool, next time. Easter was kinda boring I guess holidays are for children and we aint got none so its the same every year, I got to admit my honeys family is more funner than mine I got the mormons haha, oh well another holiday gone by. This year is flying by, I feel like my life is flashing before my eyes, and I keep having all these dreams and regrets about alot of shit I did in the past, I don't know its haunting me, I wish I could gp back and change the things ive done in the past, like all the things I missed out on, because I was so stupid! The relationships with friends that I fucked up! the people I hurt I have such regrets, I think back and im like how could I be so stupid? Could I have been alot happier now? then? It's strange so I guess if I were to change the shit I did in the past I wouldn't be her where I am now. Or could it have changed things? Would I be somewhere else? with someone else? So I guess you have to think hard about the decisions you make in the present so you won't regret it in the future. But until than what can I do to get rid of all these haunting memories and regrets? who knows?
smoke a little dubbie that's what I'll do!! So until next time keep on Vouge-ing!