Well the day is almost over thank god! im just sitting here trying to work but shit keeps distracting me, weve been having all these meetings at work to see if were going to have a job still but knows. Well we went to go see the kings game the other day it was pretty cool we had fun it couldve been worse if i had to go with "the familty" shhhh.So tomarrow im hooking up my closetted gay friend with my lesbian friends gay friend its so funny i have all these gay friends they just love me haha no i love them too there just so cool compared to straight people i sware id rather hang out with them than any body else they just arent so uptight about shit, like trying to show off like, there to cool for school you know, so anyways my friend i totally knew his ass was gay the first time i met him, my husband so outed him it was so funny! I feel bad for him cuz he doesn't have any gay friends or anything he only goes to gay things when hes with me i wish he would get ass out there and get laid allready, i cant imagine how hard it must be for him or for anyone else for that matter, its hard enough just being me. straight. I love everybody i dont care who you are, sometimes people fascanate me i sometimes wonder what its like to be someone else or what there life is like, i see like poor people and feel so bad like i feel their pain and i have to turn away because i get so sad. I wish i could step outside myself and see myself how others see me, cuz i see myself and im like yuk! and than i get depressed that im never gonna be anybody in this world! I dont know if I could change one persons life i think i would die happy. Well allrighty time to get back to work before they fire my ass.....
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