Ok so I keep having these reacurring dreams and they are bugging the shit out of me because I can't figure what the hell they mean, so im having this dream that im like at a carnival or something like a fair and my friends keep wanting me to go into this fun house like a little haunted house, and im like scared for some reason like I know if I go on that ride that something bad is going to happen. Well in all the dreams that ive had like this, Ive never gone inside accept for last night I remember Mark is supposed to on with me but he gets lost and im forced to go on it with the grandma from the Golden Girls funny huh? so I get on and I'm like hella scared so I'm covering my face the whole time and I can kinda see what it looks like inside through my jacket, were like on little boats like Pirates of the Carribean and it looks like were outside just like it, and the grandma looks up and sees something in the sky she starts yelling like look!! and I take the jacket off my face and I look and I wake up so I don't get to see what it is. I don't know what this means but I keep dreaming the same thing over and over, or im living in this house, its different from my house though, its much bigger and im by myself and I keep hearing these nioses and seeing wierd things like my house is haunted. ok so I looked on the web to see what a haunted house means and its trippy beacuse this explaine my next dream heres what it said "Haunted House=To dream of a haunted house represents unfinished emotional business, related to your family, dead relatives, or repressed memories and feelings
This is so wierd because my next dream I had was of an old friend I see this person and I tell them im sorry for everything I did to them. And this is true about unfinished emotional business like I dont even care about this person but for some strange reason I have this need to say i'm sorry for treating them like shit before. And I know they could probley careless about me now. but its like unfinished busines that I for some strange reason. Have you ever seen flatliners? Im like Kevin Bacon were he needs to say sorry to the little girl he hurt and made fun of in the past well like that. It's so totally haunting me I feel like im never gonna resolve this until I do. This is crazy what should I do? Like call and say hay remember 10 years ago when I dissed you...blah...blah bla.....thats crazy!!!
Well ok enough of that im gonna drive myself crazy if I keep thinking about it, so i got this wierd e-mail the other day from this psychic lady she said she's e-mailing me because out of all the people she had to to tell me that my life was gonna change on these 3 days april 26th, 29th and May 9, 03 yeh right! but on May 9th were going to be in LA. kinda wierd you think? and then she said for the low price of $9.99 i can help you blah blah ok I know this sounds stupid but kinda wierd I know there wouldn't anything that would happen that would be good if I were here in Stockton hmmm? maybe im gonna be discovered by Hugh Hefner? haha im tripping im too fat hed be like laughing his ass off at me. But hey theres nothing wrong with dreaming right?... I got some serious issues I need to work out and until then..........later!