Gosh its been so crazy lately I just got a promotion at work so ive been crazy busy lately I don’t have time to do anything. Im finally an Intake Specialist" cool huh! I didnt even have to apply, well it pretty much means more work for me and nopay increase that is until Mr. Arnold decides to give us people some funding. Well lets see what’s been happening too much, my friends came down a couple of weekends ago it was cool we went out we didn’t do what we wanted to do but it was ok. Well Mark’s aunt had this party for her birthday that Saturday night and we didn’t go Of course because we had company, something they cant still understand is that we don’t always have to be there his family has a thing about that. We are always with them. Anyways Marks dumb cousin was offering his sister some stuff and I don’t know how he we came up but he started saying shit that we do it, or whatever drama u know so im scared that rumors are going to start. So I guess his sister was trippin, ok so we dabble a little bit with stuff every once and a great while but were not fucken crack whores or anything and believe me I speak from experience I know how it is to be hooked I was hooked for a long time until I started becoming an insomniac and that’s what stopped me I cant stand that feeling, so I don’t do it hardly. And as for mark he never does it, if anything its me. Well im just scared they might find out and blame it on me saying its all my fault, if it gets around, his little brother was already trippin shit only if they really know what we do. But anyways so my poor baby has this weird thing called Bells Palsy I had never heard of it but its supposed not that uncommon people at work know people that had it, and say it goes away its just when a muscle or something in your face gets inflamed and it causes the face to droop yeh were scared I know he is, but im sure he’ll be ok he’s staying home right now, taking some time off work. He needs it I just feel so bad for him hes been acting all sad ive never seen him this way, he sleeps all day doesn’t want to talk to me, I know he feels shitty but hopefully things will be ok soon. Well as for me, we went to Augie’s b-day last weekend and well the night before I was feeling kinda funny but I brushed it off nothing happened, and than I felt that weird feeling at the party and the next thing I know I was on the floor I passed out everybody got scared I could imagine how it looked, now everybody’s trippin off both of us were both fucked I swear! but im ok I keep saying to myself that its not going to happen again but I don’t know. Well its almost Halloween can u believe that shit, time is going by so fast its almost 2004 life is passing me by. I feel old I need to do something with myself can you believe for the first time i actually saw myself having a baby, I never thought id say that I must be getting old! but later on. ok back to work I go before I get really behind so until next time....