Even though im far away, IM REAL! Even though you cant see me or touch me, IM REAL! Im a real person with feelings! My heart is Real! My pain is real! Even though you may not know it! Why did all this have to happen? I was fine before all this, before you! Why did you have to make everything so much more complicated! Everything ive done and everything I had to go through was just for nothing! I hate you! I love you! I wish I would have never met you! Why wont it go away? Just go away already! You dont need me anymore stop pretending you care!

"The Real Life"

I wanted to find somewhere to hide
And I opened up and left those fears inside
And I wanted to be anyone else
Only to find that there was noone there but me

But I woke up to real life
And I realised its not worth running from anymore
When there was nowhere left to hide I found out
That nothings real here but I wont stop now until I find a better part of me

I let those hard days get me down
And all the things I hate got in my way
I could of screamed without a sound
I found myself silenced by those things they say

But I woke up to real life
And I realised its not worth running from anymore
When there was nowhere left to hide I found out
That nothings real here but I wont stop now until I find a better part of me

Thats out there somewhere
And it cant be that far away
Thats where ill find myself
And ill find my way out
Thats where ill find out

But I woke up to real life
And I realised its not worth running from anymore
When there was nowhere left to hide I found out
That nothings real here but I wont stop now until I find a better part of me