He's never going to forgive me, and maybe im never going to forgive him for abandoning me when I needed him the most! I regret everything that I did! I regret falling for someone that didnt really care about me, your on the other side of the world happy and im here suffering from it all, I dont regret meeting you but I regret everything that happened because I have to deal with it all now! I dont know if we'll ever get past all this, I dont know if you'll ever trust me again, but what you dont understand this all happened because you were childish and couldnt grow up! Understand what you did to me still hurts! Understand that things between are difficult becuase you cant move on with this, Forgive me or just let me go already!