So things are ok, went to San francisco this weekend to spend time with my husbands family it was cool, we had a lot of fun, went to Golden Gate Park, rode bikes, went on some boats, and went dancing at night, i actually ahd a good time getting my mind off things, me and Mark, and Me and ?? I think its just time to move on I really dont care anymore! everything was so not worth it to me! I regret so much and in return all I got was heart ache! so good bye for good!
but im feeling better Mark and I are working things out, were getting along good, it was really weird though I admit when I saw my brother in law after he read everything I wrote I felt really uncomfortable! I felt as if he saw me different now, lik maybe he was dissapointed in me or something.... but we talked about it and he's actually very understanding about the whole situation it was just weird cause I felt like they all knew or soemthing what had happened.