Good morning I am so fucken happy today is friday, were all planning on going out to the big city tonight cant wait for my mind trip to be on, its been a while it feels so lovely! Well "the Mormons" were supposed to go I try and I try with them but nothing they just dont give in, like we were at there house all drinking playin 3 man and im trying to get them to have a goog time and they did for a while and then they went and sat down on the couch they were tired allready, for those of you who dont know who "The Mormons" are its my cousin and her "gay" husband we used to kick it alot before do all sorts of bad things, go out, stay out all night, and they had a kid and I know you have to settle down for a while and shit but they like became like Mormons and shit, (they're not really mormons) dont wanna do nothing, (i hope this doesnt happen to us)and then get this shit everyone knows hes hella gay right, he wears Abercrombie and makeup, loves Madonna hes like one of the gayest guys I know, so he came out like last year was talking to someone on the internet and everything, we were so happy fro him, he told his whole family, we knew it was just a matter of time until it was gonna happen and than, he went back in said he had mixed emotions and is not gay anymore we were like what? I dont know maybe they do love eachother and all but hes always gonna be gay, "Can a gay man love a woman'? I dont know they were like highschool sweet hearts and I think they never got the chance to be with anyone else he never got a chance to explore his sexuality, sad this is! we took them to a gay club a few times they freaked out they were standing in the corner by the door all hugged up! so anyways thats there story Sad huh? so yeh I got a little hurt when they said they weren't gonna go but I kinda understand why, Its just I threw this huge party for her birthday spent hella money on her and now they're like we dont have any money! Ok dont give me excuses just say you dont wanna go right! well so now my "fairy godmother is going"! haha im gonna be like well you said you didnt wanna go so I replaced you! oh well enough of them Im gonna have a good time without them! Today were haveing a pot luck at work we get 2 hours, but were going out shhhh! Yesturday I tried a prozac pill, my friend Andy gave it to me he takes them so I was like let me try it, I wanted to see how it felt, and oh my God it is cool I swear I felt like I was on drugs well I was but you fell like you love everyone kinda like X its cool I need to get me some, ok well enough goofing off gots to get back to work until next time........