So today is my birthday Happy mutha fucken birthday to me! I dont know theres just something about Birthday that depress me I dont know what it is its a wierd feeling like noone cares sorda thing! im tripping I guess, well It didnt start out too good my honey got up this morning to go to work and his fricken car was gone some loser assholes watching to much of the fast and the furious probley stole it, because its an Acura you know the fucken racers like those kinda cars, so just when everything is going good and we have extra money shit like this happends its like destined when your happy something has to fuck it up thats life I guess thank God it wasnt my car I wouldve killed someone! so anyways besides all that shit I had a cool weekend hung out with the cousins played 3 man of course with my luck it was me, (its a drinking game) I sware and im supposed to be having good luck fucken lying psychic, I have been having nothing but bad luck when is something good gonna happen for me I must be born under a bad star well about this weekend im just glad the mormons are actually lightening up little more, we drank hung out, I of course got buzzed than we we to some bar it was such a trip I havnt hung out in a straight bar in so long I was trippin out how straight people are its all about looking cool and trying to be someone there not and of course about getting the booty thats what all there for and hey "I still got it" hahaha Marki was getting jelous because he said the guys were looking at me maybe because I was one of 50 guys in there but it was probley cuz my ass was drunk and being stupid but its a trip "the single life" im glad I dont have to go through that shit anymore you dont know if they wanna be your friend or if there just out to get some. but it was cool. Man I never thought id be 26 I know its not old but I feel old I feel like because im married I feel like people expect certain things from me like now its time to settle down and have kids be more mature be an adult! I dont wanna be an adult I wanna be a Toys R Us kid still I hate having to worry about bills and shit I fell like my is all headed down hill what do I have to look forward to but crying babies my ass getting fatter and menopause yikes! well im still waiting till life to throw me a little good luck but nothing yet. I guess ill just keep waiting so until than .........