hello long time since ive written anything we went to LA for a couple of days. I did not want to come back especially to work i come back and have a pile of shit to do, and than theres drama you know when you work with a bunch of girls you cant trust noone she talking about her and you and she snitching on them blah blah I sware I hate snitches its like why are you gonna snitch it only ruins everything for everone, and than the new supervisor thinks shes the head hancho i dont know i just stay out of it. Well my mini trip to LA was cool my whole purpose to going over there was to get this cool Indian armoire that Ive been wanting for my karma sutra room well it was there after 6 months still right so i was like ok im gonna go look around still didnt find anything went back and it was sol djust my luck I sware my spychic said im supposed to be having good luck and aint shit happend and to top it off we got in a car accident over there very small no dammage just our luck though. So im turning 26 dam i feel old ive been feeling depressed lately I dont know Im not happy with my looks, everything! im having issues Ive been feeling lately like crying for no reason and yelling at the top of my lungs AAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! I had this dream the other day that I like went out of contiousness like I lost my mind and they had to put me in a mental hospitol it was wierd and I remember how i felt and it scares me because Im feeling like its going to happen and I freak out, last month I was taking a shower I started feeling al wierd the next thing I new I woke up on the ground im dying...no but Im tripping lately like im not getting anywhere in life no matter what I do it sucks! I need drugs thats bad huh? but I wanna go rollin with the homies for my birthday I need a night out next week! well our trip was cool we went looking around I didnt getto do much shopping I felt like I didnt wanna drag the gyus everywhere. Beto has a cool ass house 2 stories its nice! I miss my friends I wish they didnt live so far away. Well my birthday is coming up i get so depressed around that time I dont know why I feel like noone cares! weve been having these suprise parties like my cousins and im like ae they throwing me one hmmm?? no I doubt it! well nothing really going on... I need another vacation, my anniversary is coming up maybe than.....
allrighty back to work...