Ok so today is not starting off so good I woke up late, put my clothes on, I always get my clothes ready the night before so I dont have to worry about it in the morning, so I put my cute little outfit on ready to go, and I look cute because ive been working my fat hefa married ass off on my new treadmill! and as im leaving I walk by the mirror in the room and notice in the different light that you can see my chonies, not cute so I run to get a different outfit on and here I am at work late again! and to top it off I have cagathithis from last nights dinner yuk! Well one more day to go I can hang, because next week I am going to La I cant wait, I so need a vacation not to be mean but I am so tired of dealing with welfare recipients. Ok so me and my honey had this argument last night because ok first of all I was watching this show on TLC about how your life is written in the stars you know astrology and stuff very interesting and how they can map out what your life is going to be like blah blah right so I went on the internet and checked out mines the day I was born, the time etc. and it described me as bull headed I am, and sensative, and I am, Im not the kinda of person who will go off on anybody im really laid back, Im not mean to anybody I like everyone! and I want everyone to like me, and if I dont like you I just ignore you I wont talk to you. I wont sit there and say oh you bitch right thats not me, if anything I let people run over me and thats my flaw, so the point is theres one person in particular that I just dont get along with I dont hate this person I dont hate anyone, and ive tried being nice but for some reason we just cant be friends and I have my reasons, but he made me to be out this horrible person, and im not! if I were someone else It would be alot worse. so I dont know ive been having issues with myself lately Im trying to change to be a better person, maybe im getting older not that I dont wanna be disco granny still, but I feel like now that im older im seeing my life in a different light, like my chonies haha I want so much to make a difference in this world to be somebody I know that im here for a reason I want to change the world does this sound crazy? I swear I would give my life to save the world "I want to be somebody" and I know this sounds crazy but it makes me sad to know that I probley wont. Im wierd I guess. So im being Metiche and reading blogs and it trips me out that we are all different but same, we all hate work! it sucks that we have to work to live! so what im saying to all yall is work to live dont live to work! its hard and it sucks but you gotta do what you gotta do, im learning not to take things so serious we control our destiny! laugh a little, smile more, make jokes! and when life hands you a lemon make lemonaid! its not worth it being depressed and sad all the time youll get old like that!