Im am so pissed I was writing in here and I lost it on accident dam it, so im gonna have to start over again....So Effective immediately we are now taking only half hour lunches God I love my job! benefit cuts, half hour lunches, no internet access, crazy welfare clients! what more can I ask for, Thank god I secretly still have the internet, what else would I do work! I think not! I swear im serioulsy considering moving I am so sick of Stkn there aint shit ever to do everybody walks around with sticks up there asses, fucken acting like there mormans and better than everyone else, oooh I cant go to a bachelorette parties im not into that kinda thing, what your not into men? ooh I dont fart or get my hands dirty or take shits in the bathrooms! Cmon please! I swear people got issues! well I had a red bull todayI think im gonna lose it! So why do things need to be a certain way? when you get married your supposed to have children, call me selfish but shit I still have some partying years in me, I dont wanna get old and have to become a morman and donate all my money to them, it just sucks! I want so much to get out and do something with myslef but theres so many restrictions i should just say fuck it! and do it! Im so tired of dealing with ungrateful welfare clients. Day after day it gets worse and worse, same thing over and over when does it ever stop! The thought of working till I reach 65 sickens me! Why do we have to work to live. And they have all these fucken shows like on E! these stars flaunting there millions at us and all there shit that they have, like they were showing this rap star oooh he had like 5 cars a million dollar house blah blah, and im like who the fuck are these people and who buys there shit? Im mad at the world today. It trips me out how people are such followers. I need to invent something stupid and sell it to dam asses like myself, so I can become a millionaire too. Ok enough of that before I really get mad, so my weekend sucked like usual we stayed home i fell asleep on saturday night wich is really odd, and sunday I stayed home while marco went and watched the game with Jay and Silent Bob. woohoo! Well this weekend im having a surprise bachelorette party for my friend and hopefully everything goes good people say there going to go but you know everybodys a fucken prude! so i'll be by myself with the stripper getting drunk na we'll see how it goes, I cant wait until we go to Vegas.....