I keep having this dream that I have a baby hippo so I checked it out and heres what it said=Hippopotamus=This clumsy animal in its native habitat signifies a dangerous rival or hostile competitor; in captivity (or in a zoo) it forecasts a period of frustration or boredom which will require real initiative and energy to overcome...hmmm /,
I dont know Do I have enemies or something? Im sure I do, Oh well.

So aunt Mary past away thursday we went to the funeral yesturday it was sad there wasnt that many people I guess she out lived all her friends she was 92 woe thats old i cant imagine living that old I cant even imagine living to 40. its crazy. The priest said this sad little passage from the bible it made me cry I cant help think about my grandparents I dont know what ill do if something would happen to them, they're practicaly my parents, my everything its so hard to lose someone, I know everyone dies, and I know theres another place much better than this but can you imagine never seeing them again, never touching them, never talking to them again! I dont think I could be strong enough to handle something like that. I know this is crazy but I Do Not see myself living long I have this date and age when I supposed feel is my time its wierd, I wonder who would go to my funeral would people care, and miss me? I suppose so. Death is crazy. Well on another note not much has been happein just getting ready for Maria's wedding in Vegas im excited now I gotta throw her a bridle party and a bachelorette party woo hoo, she's paying for our hotel and dress so I aint trippin I owe it to her to have a cool party. Well we didnt do much this past weekend shopped drank I drank all weekend there wasnt nothing else to do, Markis trying to get his d.j. thing going so we did that its extra money, this weekend he's booked again woopy. It has been crazy at work I usually hat etalking about work but I have been crazy buisy I dont even have time to take a shit anymore some bullshit H.S.A has me doing i mean it is for a good purpose and all but fuck I like my internet time, give me a freakin break! oh well allrighty enough bull time to get back to work....