Hello things are not going good at all this week I passed out at work the day but im ok now I know I need to go to the doctor but I hate going, I freaked everyone out at work I had to tell them I was ok and what I had, but things are cool but now im starting to get sick I feel like shit i couldnt sleep all last night, and than when I did I had this wierd dream that I was in my bed like as if it were real but I felt a ghost trying to rape me it seemed so real like a night terror were you think your awake and I kept seeing it like shadows in my room it was wierd. Well last friday my aunt Mary past away she was old like 90 something it was her time. And than this morning we got news Augie's wife or whatever she was, died in a car accident. I think she was out drinking or something, its sad but I never met her in the whole time ive been w/ Marki I guess hse didnt get along w/ the family cuz she was never ever around, Mark said she wouldnt even like taking care of the kids augie always had them I know he'll be a good a father its sad but she got what she wanted in a way. So i was telling my Karla and she said things always happen in 3 and so my grandma calls me and said that they were taking grandpa to the hospitol to have a blood transfusion so now im freaking out you know how I get when it comes to the grandparents i'll die! but he's had a few before so im sure he'll be ok so thats my week...crazy huh? yeh last Sunday we all went to ranch seco to swim it was Marki's dads birthdya it was cool we actually bonded we were laughing together at Betty's farts it was funny It was cool he usually never talks to me so I was happy maybe it was because he was drunk oh well its ugly outside today it looks like its gonna rain, is that a bad sign? scary oh well Thank God tomarrow is friday so now its time to go home im gonna sleep sp until next time ....