Monday, July 07, 2003

Why are Mondays always the hardest to face? I know everybody feels the same on Sunday night getting your shit together for the week dreading what it may bring you, and hating with everything getting up in the morning! its like the same thing over and over, when are things going change? when is my luck gonna be just a little good? I dont know it seems like never and Mondays dont make it any easier. Well I had a buisy weekend, but let me just get this off my chest first Why are people so fucken ignorate? In this day in age I would think that peoples way of thinking and everything evolving from the stone ages when woman and man were what was supposingly right and all we knew. Why do people still think in one closeed mind little way? So my sister in law and bro-in law came over for dinner you know who else too...and we got into this conversation about something and I cant believe how ignorate he is im sorry I know hes family now and everything but dam boy is such an ignoramous!!! we were all talking and my sis-in law was trying to talk to him but he would not listen saying stupid shit like "oh I think there sick in the head and they need to see a psychatrist", like whatever! And what makes me so mad is that Mark dont say anythinglike hes on his side and I get mad like how can you say that when you know you dont think like that at all! I love Mark becuase he has an open mind about things hes not ignorate about shit hes sees people for who they are not for what they do! and thats one of the reasons why I love him so much, but yet he tells him another thing And im like what?! Im like I know he looks up to you why else would he be trying to buy a house and et married he's his older brother he needs to teach him not to be like that to see it from another point of view I dont know people are so set in there ways its so hard to talk to them how can you teach someone about things when there so fucken hard headed well I was like we need to quit before I get mad so we did. And you know im sorry I dont care who it is the pope, my momma, whatever im not gonna let somebody affend me or the people I love in my own house, people need to stand up for what they believe and that's just what I did, I feel really sorry for him beacause he's gonna miss out on alot and miss out on having what can be really good friends. I am so happy for my friends they gave me a better life they taught me to see things in such a wonderful way and opened me up to a life that brought me joy and of course good times... I feel really bad for people like him they dont know what there missing. So Sex and the City came on and that was the end of that Thank God, ok so the weekend we went to the movies to see Charlie's Angels and Legally Blonde they were good we went to grandpas birthday watched the fireworks, went to Marks family thing it was allright. man the weekend flew by and here I am again here at work putting all my work aside oh well I guess i'll just see what the week ahead brings me so until than......

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