June 15, 2004 Happy Anniversary! It’s been 3 years already shit I swear time flew by hella fast! It’s been cool though I still love him more than I ever have! Marriage life is good, he treats me good, loves me! Helps me out, I know he’s not perfect nor am I, and it is hard sometimes we argue, he acts like a kid most of the time and that gets me mad, but I guess that’s why I fell in love with him. Because he makes me laugh. I can’t imagine myself with any other person. But no one said marriage is easy yeh we have our fights and he gets on my nerves but hey life isn’t perfect right? We love each other and that’s all that matters. So I suck at buying gifts, I couldn’t figure out what the hell to buy him so he had mentioned a tattoo gift certificate and so that we he got little did I get the hint that it was a joke so now he has to get one, I think he’s just really scared to get one and don’t want to admit it. See that’s how you know someone loves you when they do things they really don’t want to do! Well he hasn’t gotten it yet but hes still trying to come up with ideas. Well my husband is goofy, he got me a pix that said “id marry you again” I guess it’s the thought that counts which I really don’t care, I didn’t want anything anyway. So I forgot to mention we went to see Madonna he bought me tickets for my birthday! That was cool on our anniversary we saw her how cool is that? It was fun a bunch of gay guys of course! Her show was cool not as a big stage show as usual, more singing and dancing I likeded it haha! She sang a lot of her old songs remixed it was cool! I was afraid our seats were going to suck but they actually weren’t too bad we were closer than last time. Well that Friday after we played hooky and went to Santa Cruz with his friend Pete from work I was like great we have to celebrate our anniversary with his obnoxious friend but it actually wasn’t that bad we didn’t hang out with them the whole time! So it was ok, Santa Cruz although isn’t as fun as it used to be, its more like the fair! But it was cool to just get away. Well things are cool not much going on, im feeling better sometimes Tuesdays still suck! I just cannot get used to him being gone like today ill be by myself again I wish he would stop going but he supposingly likes it. As for me I wont sleep all night wich really sucks cuz than I have to come 6to work feeling like shit on Wednesday. Well I got this medication on the internet Ambien its to help me sleep, and it really works shit in a half hour im about to pass out. So we’ll see tonight. Well we move pretty soon here at work and that’s going to suck big time! I so don’t want to!! They’re moving us to some funky ass ghetto place when everyone else gets to stay in luxury and im leaving my friends behind I wouldn’t mind so much if they were going but now I gotta hang out with Michelle, Nisha and Summer not that it’s a bad thing, I like them a lot but im going to miss George and Karla they’re my homies! Karla took me in as a friend from the beginning, more than Elva did! It was weird some people you just click with and we just happened to click! I think because were both goofy in a weird way, and George we clicked because I was the first to throw his ass outta the closet haha! So yeh its sucks! Its going to be weird going to work everyday in a new place without them! I hate change! It really sucks! Well this weekend Yesenia is coming down, she hasn’t saw our house yet so I need to go clean and Gabe’s wedding is this Saturday so that’ll be interesting I haven’t heard anything about it, so im wondering how its going to be? I don’t know who coming out in it ? or anything oh well! So Sunday Yesi wants to have a bar-b-que at our house and go swimming its cool, it just now which I new was goin to happen! Everyone wants to come over all the time, of course to go swimming! I swear I have to not answer the phone sometimes on the weekend im like “im not here”!! it’s a hassle im kinda wishing we didn’t get one now! Sometimes I just want to stay at home and not have people over, but everybody’s always calling! Im surprised actually his brother doesn’t come over that much which we all know the reason for that! Oh well allrighty I guess I better do some work im a caseworker now can you believe that and I got a raise its better than before but not great!